Yesterday we had our final farewell to Jim Cornett. The context of my homily was a quote that I saw in his notes. It was his handwriting and it was ticked behind another sheet of paper in an album. It said, “No one can take away what the heart once owned.” I was pretty moved and motivated by those words and will not soon forget them. In Jim’s case, it was true. He had lost a lot of memory because of Alzheimer’s disease, yet even that could not take away what the heart once owned – that is who is was, the core of his being. Jim was (in no particular order) a storyteller, a writer, a singer, performer, husband, grandfather, friend, father, proud Windsorite, servant of God. All of that remained even though Jim could not recall all of it. The joy in his eyes and the love in his heart were evidence to the fact that “no one could take away what the heart once owned.”  In Jim dying, we were also reminded that “no one could take away what the heart once owned.” Hettie and Dave and Jane and Tim have been saying goodbye to Jim for a while. Yesterday we had an opportunity to offer him a proper goodbye. We cried, and we laughed. We sang and we prayed. We told stories. We lived. We bore witness to all that Jim was to us, and in that we proved again those simple words scrawled on a piece of ripped paper in Jim’s Album – “No one can take away what the heart once owned.”

 I was also conscious of the fact that yesterday was the anniversary of Catherinanne’s Grandmother’s death. It was our first year in St. Clair Beach, 1998. She was a tremendous woman and her dying was really hard for Catherinanne and her family. It was especially hard for Grandpa Foltz who had to say farewell to his sweetheart and his soul mate. I remember when Catherinanne and I were first dating and we made our first trip to Petoskey, MI to visit them. I was so impressed with the fact that they got up early together and went to daily Mass. They really did pray together. They in fact did a whole lot together and I found in them both loving caring Grandparents who I was and am happy to have in my life. We all miss Grandma a lot especially on weekends like this one. Grandpa’s birthday is actually January 2^nd. On his birthday in 1998 he had to say goodbye to his wife Louise. Today we celebrated Grandpa Foltz’s 90^th birthday. Clarence Foltz will be 90 come the second day of 2007! Today it was not lost on him or any of us there that Grandma is missed. Yet as we celebrated today, Jim Cornett’s words echoed in my ears. “No one can take away what the heart once owned.” While she has gone from us, her influence was with us today. Many of her family (The Beyer) came to give their best wishes. The influence that she had on her son Clarence Michael (my Father-in-law), and her daughters Regina, Meribeth, and Suzanne was evidenced today in the way they cared so tenderly for their father. Today’s events too will be added to the moments that our hearts now own. And no one can ever take that away.Happy Birthday Grandpa! You are a great man and you and Grandma have brought a lot of love to your family, your friends and to the world. You are a great witness to faith and I wish to have the faith that you own. May God Bless you with many more years of loving and laughing. You are a treasure to all of us. 

Where ever you are tonight, what ever your plans, as you ready yourself for 2007, remember the words tat Jim placed on that note. We may all miss someone like Jim, or like Grandma Foltz. We may well be struggling with losing someone special. We may even be fighting a difficult battle. No matter – remember – “No one can take away what the heart once owned.”

Hans Christian Anderson said, “A human life is a story told by God.” That saying comes to my mind today as my day comes to a close. Today I have helped to make ready to take time to reflect on the story of Jim Cornett. Jim was known to many in the Windsor Community as a storyteller himself. Jim shared many stories as a writer for Windsor Star. He is father to Jane Cornett who is Director of Youth Ministry at St. Mark’s by-the-Lake. Jane and her brother’s Tim and David and their families and their Mom Hettie have all been doing the hard work of getting set for a funeral. They remain in my prayers at this most difficult time. (I just wrote on December 23 about the harsh reality of grieving through the holidays and now we are in the midst of it again. Please pray for this family over the days and weeks ahead)

In each human life there is a piece of God’s love unfurled. Each person is indeed a story. In the next two days I know I will come to know more of the story that God told in Jim Cornett. I have only known Jim for a short time. That said, Jim had Alzheimer’s disease and much of his own story Jim had forgotten. So I had not the opportunity to experience the fullness of Jim’s story in his telling. But the beauty of a story is that it is shared by many. The wonder of the story that God’s tells in our lives, is that the story is different depending on who the storyteller is. At a time like this I do love hearing people recount the story of a human life. I love it because it is an important part of God’s story. I know that in the next two days I will come to know a little more of God’s story and the role that Jim Cornett played in it. If you know Jane or her family you may wish to also come to hear party of that story… or perhaps to tell some of that story. Jim will be waked at the Marcotte Funeral Home and Chapel in Tecumseh from 2-5 PM and 7-9 PM on Thursday December 28, 2006. And again from 10 AM till the time of the Funeral Requiem at St. Mark’s by-the-Lake at 11:00 AM. Please join on the story! Nothing will take away the pain of a family in grief. Yet, we all want to be able to do something for those who grieve. Edmund Burke insists that, “The true way to mourn the dead is to take care of the living who belong to them.”  And I say that the best thing we can do to take care of the grieving is to be present for them.

 If you need more information please send me an email.

The Attached Photos were taken on Christmas Day and were provided by Jane Cornett.

In Newfoundland today is known as Tibb’s eve. It is a layover of the old Irish Gaelic as best as I can discover.It was an expression meaning a day that would never arrive. Expression’s like "I’ll pay you back on Tibb’s eve," are cited as examples of usage of this phrase. As people waited so long for Christmas I guess that makes some sense. Some feel the origin is ‘Tipsy Eve’ and it was so called as the men in the communities would try each other’s homebrew before Christmas to make sure and certain it was good stuff.. This theory has merit as well. Either way I know the day as Tibb’s Eve.

The day has some significance for me as it is the day on which my dear Maternal Grandmother died in 1992.  I think my Nan, Winnie Whyatt was almost 86 when she died. She neither longed for big days and she never got tipsy so I really don’t know if there is any significance to her departing from us on Tibb’s eve or not. I do know what a painful time that was 14 years ago. We were separated from my Grandmother by about 500 kilometers. Mom and Dad and I had been with her for the few days prior to her death which was a result of the trauma of a broken hip. It was an awful winter in Newfoundland that year, and it snowed every day as we drove the road from Springdale where my grandmother was living to Corner Brook where she was in hospital (about 200 km). After a few days of those trips were all tired. It was hard to make the trip, but even harder when we were there as we watched her slip away. I’ll forever know when I am ministering to families who are struggling like this at this time of year what this is like. I have been there.

I still remember the call in the early morning hours of December 23 to my Aunt Willowdeen and Uncle Winston Churchill’s house. She was gone. That day I lost the only Grandmother I knew. I lost a woman who had displayed to me and to all who knew her a tremendous faith. I lost my Nan. A woman of great strength, she lived her faith as a member of the Salvation Army. She became a solider and was dedicated to the fire and blood witness of the SA and its mission. She never missed a meeting and she always lived her faith, not just at the Sunday night meetings. Nan was a strong example of seeking to find good in all people and she lived her life as a ministry. She was tender, compassionate and kind. Life was not always easy for her, but she worked hard through all of it and never lost faith. She was seamstress, a cook and baker (her pastries were the best). I miss her a lot. I have never come upon a Tibb’s eve that she has not been a big part of my day.

Nan’s funeral was on Boxing Day. I was tasked with giving a ‘tribute.’ (I did a funeral a few weeks ago where three grandchildren got up and spoke about their grandmother – my heart melted. I have been there.) The plan was for some of my siblings to make the 500 km trek to be at Nan’s funeral. It was not that easy. When I woke on Christmas day and peered out the window the snow had not let up. I knew that it would be difficult for my brothers and sisters to be there. It was going to be me with Mom and Dad. I still recall the conversation that I had with my sister Helen by telephone that Christmas Morning. Mostly she talked, and I sobbed. I so missed my family. It was the first Christmas we were not together and it was at the worst of circumstances. She confirmed that the weather was probably going to mean that she along with my other sister and my brothers would not get there.

Boxing Day came, and we journeyed to the citadel for the funeral. I was so sick with nerves. How could I speak to this great woman wnd who she was. Words could not express what Nan meant to me. The greatest Christmas miracle came right before the funeral. My two sisters came through the doors of that citadel and I was so overcome with relief I cannot describe it. Helen and Elaine and their husbands Gary and Jack (my Godfathers) left there homes at 5 in the morning and drove through snow to be there. It gave us all a lift. I still remember the look of relief on Mom’s face. They will never know how much what they did that day meant to me. I learned in that very moment how important family can be. We all need family to give us support when we need it. I knew how very much the rest of my family were with us all in spirit and I knew how much they all wanted to be there was well. When Helen and Elaine arrived that day it was as if all of my siblings arrived. They brought all of the love and prayers from home to us. Today I pray for all who face death and dying during the Christmas holiday. I pray for all who are facing their first Christmas without a loved one.

Nan will be with me today as she is on so many days. I will go to houses today offering home communion to those who will not be able to get out for Christmas services. Nan will be in communion with me as I offer the sacrament. I will use her Bible to read the Christmas story to the shut-ins today. I lost my Nan in 1992, but she has been with in so many ways me since she departed this life. This very moment is an example. Hear this –

I sat down to write this blog and was reading about Tibb’s eve when Catherinanne called and asked a question. “Is this now the 23^rd of December?” Upon my response “yes,” she said “I have something to give you and I cannot wait till morning.”  It is probably the sweetest thing she has ever done for me. It is a statue/doll of a Salvation Army Solder in her uniform with the Christmas Kettle. I cannot say enough how much this means to me. Firstly because I know that Nan was with us in that moment. It was as if Catherinanne knew what I was doing, knew that I was sitting here about to offer a little piece of my Grandmother to the worldwide web. Secondly, this little gift which I am told is from my dear mother as well, will remind me every time I look at it of a person who shaped in no small way much of my faith.

I think I’ll go to bed now. I hope I dream of Nan. I think I’ll read a passage or two from her bible and the cover up in one of her handmaid quilts. These things are not large, but they serve as reminders of a great witness of faith. I now have another reminder in this wonderful figurine – thank you Mom – and Thank You Catherinanne, you have made my Christmas!

An Addendum Sat at 10:10 AM

My Salvation Army solder and Kettle sit on my desk as witness to a part of what instructed my faith. This will giv eme many opportunity over the next day or so to witness about my Nanny. In reading bible last night I found this clipping –

Thank you Nan Whyatt

Today is the Feast of St. Thomas the Apostle. Here is the collect for today.

“Almighty and everliving God, who strengthened your apostle Thomas with sure and certain faith in your Son’s resurrection: Grant us so perfectly and without doubt to believe in Jesus Christ, our Lord and our God, that our faith may never be found wanting in your sight; through him who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever.”

Thomas got a real bad rap. He became known as doubting Thomas due to his insistence on seeing the Lord’s wound’s first hand. You see, Thomas was not in the room when Jesus appeared and had to take his friends word for it. What I would like to know is why he should not have doubted what they were saying. I mean look at it with fresh eyes.

There is very little said of Thomas in scripture. When we do see him quoted we hear words of great faith and support. When the disciples were not sure about going to Jerusalem because of Danger and fear of death for Jesus, Thomas said, "Let us also go, that we may die with him." (John 11:7,8,16) At the last supper Thomas wants to know all about the way to him. So we are surprised that he should have some doubts about these disciples who were uncertain about the risks and dangers of following Jesus? Should we be surprised that he was skeptical about believing this band of people who fell away from Jesus when he was at his darkest hour? Is it a shock to any of us that Thomas would be pessimistic about the story of a group that we talking about what happened to them while they were “locked in the room in fear” of what the people might do to them if they knew they followed Jesus?

Remember that in this story of Thomas who wanted to see for himself, we hear of a disciple who was not locked up with the others. This was a guy who was out there.  I think we all should be so curious about our God. We should all be so insistent on entering into God’s woundedness. There is enough of the woundedness to go around.

I was curious about Thomas Feast Day being right before Christmas. I did not know why it is but for what it is worth here is my reflection –

In Christmas, God comes to us in the Holy Child. God becomes human. God takes on flesh in the form of Jesus. The Lord is with us Emmanuel. In the grand scheme of the story we know that God takes on our woundedness in the most unbelievably dramatic and visceral way. Christmas begins the long journey to Good Friday. God took on our humanity so that God would know our woundedness. God gets to know that too well in a journey from infancy to adulthood. It is fitting then that we are reminded of Thomas before Christmas. Thomas wanted to enter into Christ’s woundedness. He wanted to feel the cracked skin, the broken flesh, and the painful wounds. Thomas wanted to enter into relationship. He wanted to engage in that which the incarnation – Christmas is all about. He wanted oneness with God. In Christmas we celebrate that God sought oneness with us. It is all about relationship.

So as we get ready for Christmas, let us all seek that oneness. Let us all realize that this feast which is coming is really all about God knowing us altogether. It is God’s offering to us. Today’s feast is about Thomas’ desire to be one with God altogether. Let us seek that sense of communion with God as we prepare to celebrate the moment when God sought communion with us.

"The willow which bends to the tempest, often escapes better than the oak which resists it; and so in great calamities, it sometimes happens that light and frivolous spirits recover their elasticity and presence of mind sooner than those of a loftier character."
– Albert Schweitzer

There are days that I am sure that the frivolity of my attitude is to be my downfall. I am after all a priest of the Anglican Church. I am “expected” to behave in a particular manner. Those who know me know that I love to laugh and more than that I love to hear others laugh, even when it is at my own expense (Visit the Blooper page on the Parish Web Page). There is of course the radio trivia show which I was asked to do for my humour. Then there is this blog itself and the sometimes tongue in cheek stuff I write. And of course sunday celebrations that include Hockey Jersey Sunday, and the Blessing of the golf clubs. Is it becoming for a priest to be joking laughing and even laughing at the church. In fact some of my best material comes from hanging out in the Anglican Church. “The church” can be a very funny place sometimes. I mean you only need visit a clericus (local clergy) meeting or spend a day at a diocesan synod for a laugh or two at how the church survives. Sometimes, I get the impression that there are those around me who seek for a “loftier character” for me. But for me there is not another natural way of being. I am a “frivolous spirit.” I guess I had just better accept it.

When I read this quote of Schweitzer (another of my favorites) I thought to myself, “Self, there may be hope for you.” It is heartening to think that I may have a good ability to recover my elasticity. One always loves to have hi/her ego stroked to the point of at least thinking that he/she has stability on his/her side rather than on the side of the opposite personality types.

Ah-a at last…it is not that simple. You see there is more to Kevin than just frivolity.  

I have my own moments of being very austere or reflective. It may come as a shock but there are even times when I feel down and lack the drive to get excited or humoured by anything. I suspect that is as true for me, as it is true for the “loftier character” that there are moments of silliness, frivolity or humour. It is not always easy to pigeon hole us human beings. We are sometimes frivolous and we are at times lofty. We live happiness and sadness, joy and sorrow.

The words of Albert Schweitzer serve to remind us that sometimes we need to laugh at ourselves. Sometimes we need to play. Sometimes we need to giggle and play and realize that the world can be an alarmingly funny place. Bouncing back from difficulty sometimes means being a little less serious and a little more playful. It is a great way to maintain our mental health.

So perhaps it’s no mistake that we greet each other in the days ahead with the words Merry Christmas. We need to give ourselves permission at this time of year to make time to be facetious. Take some time to just play and be silly. It brings great results. Laughter and happiness do lend us flexibility and resilience. So yes! I am glad to be the frivolous one, I am glad that in humour and merrymaking, I feel a great sense of recovery from the sometimes arduousness of day to day life. Let us all take the greeting seriously and have a MERRY Christmas.

I was sizing up Santa the other day and I was reminded of the folk song by Arlo Guthrie called "The Pause of Mr. Claus" In it he kind of derides the FBI. The song is from 68-69 and is a reflection on the paranoia the FBI had with Communist and with people in the peace movement. I think we can safely assume Mr. Guthrie was a part of that Peace Movement. In any event the little song with the huge preamble is questioning, “Why do police guys beat on peace guys?” Guthrie uses Santa as an illustration of the paranoid nature of it all in that age. The meat of the song goes like this. (The music you hear on the page is this song but it is not from Arlo Guthrie)

“Santa Claus wears a Red Suit,
He must be a communist.
And a beard and long hair,
Must be a pacifist.
What’s in that pipe that he’s smoking?”

I don’t know why I was reminded of that but It was a happy moment. Music makes me smile even the folksy weird stuff like Arlo Guthrie.

I was thinking of the song because it pokes fun of the establishment using Santa as the object. I have an ongoing issue with Santa. I’m sure it is because of the fact that he has become such a huge commercial symbol of everything that this season should NOT be. So I got to thinking about my own paranoia about the chimney diving dude! The truth of the matter is, however, that I truly love the big red guy. I love the fact that we can believe in the idea that there is a responsibility to offer to the other. That gifts can be given without the knowledge of where they come from is more than an idea, it s an ideal! I love idea that a gift from Santa is a gift from someone we will never get to know, personally. I think as the great night approached I am really warming to Santa.

I think that I am getting excited because I know that all of this talk of Santa’s near arrival heralds for me the coming of the Infant Child, the Holy One, Emmanuel. That Child is a gift, a joy and a great harbinger of hope to the world, a light that dispels all darkness. Santa is good, but Jesus is even better. I suspect that even Santa is getting set for Christmas Eve Masses.

[AN UPDATE ON PAULA (The woman who waited in line for a Nintendo Wii for me) – there are strong indications that Marty Gervais’ column in Tomorrow’s Windsor Star is going to all about what she did for me, for my brother, but as she would say, for the Lord, and for the kids. Also today I received calls from The Telegram (Newfoundland’s Provincial Paper), and the Shoreline a regional paper in Conception Bay Center in Newfoundland. Paula’s story is making its way across the Island and is lifting the spirits of so many people. If you need to be convinced about how one person can make a difference – go have a talk to Paul and you will learn that we all have the ability to make a difference. As far as I can tell that makes both Santa and Jesus happy].

What a weekend. On Friday night we all had opportunity to say thank you to Margaret Clarke who has served St. Mark’s as parish secretary for 15 years. [You can see photos here or see more at www.stmarkschurch.net in the photo section.] About 100 people came out of the potluck supper and it was a great night by all accounts. Margaret was really happy and was delighted to receive a gift from the parish. She was given a framed print of all of the stained glass windows of St. Mark’s. Framed in with it washer door plaque which read; “General Office – Parish Secretary Margaret Clarke.”

Margaret has been a loyal dedicated employee of the church and as such has gained many friends. Their love and care for her were evidenced by not just their presence at the dinner but also by the love they showed while they were there. I have had the pleasure of working with Margaret for 8 of her 15 years. She is a sweetheart. Margret is a very kind and gentle person and has offered her best efforts for this congregation. In the interim periods (three of them) when we were without a rector, Margaret was very much the glue that held the parish together. I will really miss having Margaret in the office. Change is not always easy. In the meantime I am so grateful that Margret is going to be able to enjoy being a parishioner in this great parish. I am excited for her that Sunday Mornings can again be a time of worship and renewal rather than work and duty. The Wardens are in the midst of selecting a replacement who will work full time hours due to increased demands on administration in this parish. Margaret has been so highly supportive of this change in direction that it will make for smooth transition and for that too I am thankful.

Friday was replete with good food, good laughs and good friends. It was a chance to say thanks but it was also a great parish event. I am thankful for all who came out and all who participated and a special thank you to Janet Forster for her masterful organization of a great scoff!

Saturday was another day. We went with a small group from the parish to see The Nativity. It was a good film and had lots to offer. I was so impressed with the gentleness of Mary and her willingness to participate in God’s work. I think we all need to be reminded from time to time of gentleness and of our own call to be disciples and workers for the City of God. The best line goes to the shepherd who in talking to Mary and Joseph on their trip to Bethlehem says, “God gives each one of us a gift. For you Mary that gift is what is inside you.” That is a wonderful line and it is true for all of us. God has given us all a gift and that gift lies within each one of us. We need to identify those gifts and share them with the world. It is a good picture, if you get a chance go and see it!

Sunday was a big day as well as we were all at church in the morning and again in the evening. Catherinanne and I put up our Tree on Sunday with the assistance of our God Daughter Allanah. We had a good afternoon and the tree looks great. The evening service at the church was the Festival of Lessons and Carols. The choir in this parish is amazing and they displayed their talent on Sunday night and were thanked in the end with standing ovation. Andrea has done great work with the great people that we have and I have no reservation in saying that we have the best church choir in Essex County. [You can watch video clips of their anthems  at www.stmarkschurch.net. Visit the Ministries section and click on Music Ministry.]All of the singing was great. We had an unexpected visitor in the addition. There was a bat that decided to stop by for a visit. Remember what we sing – “All are Welcome!” It caused a little excitement as Derek and Catherinanne worked hard to get that critter out of there. Thankfully they were eventually successful in their efforts. We concluded the Lessons and Carols by stepping outside and lighting the Christmas tree on the front of the hall. We sang O Christmas Tree and thanks to Bob Cooper and Jerry Pardy and also to the plug in skills of Conner Shields the tree came to life in full colour. From there we all went inside and enjoyed hot chocolate, and hot apple Cider thanks to the efforts of John and Janet Forster and Marion and Ray Hinton. We sang Christmas songs and all had a really good time.

We had a great weekend and look forward to the last dash to Christmas.

Today is the Feast Day of one of the Teachers of The Faith. December 14^th each year is is the commemoration of St. John of the Cross. He died on this day 1591. John of the Cross gave us the notion of the Dark Night of Soul which comes from his poem of the same name. Read what Wikipedia has to say about the Dark night of the Soul:

[The term and metaphysicality of the phrase "dark night of the soul" are taken from the writings of the Spanish poet and Roman Catholic mystic Saint John of the Cross, a Carmelite priest in the 16th century. Dark Night of the Soul is the name of both a poem, and a commentary on that poem, and are among the Carmelite priest’s most famous writings. They tell of his mystic development and the stages he went through on his quest for holiness.

The "dark night" could generally be described as a letting go of our ego’s hold on the psyche, making room for change that can bring about a complete transformation of a person’s way of defining his/her self and their relationship to God. The interim period can be frightening, hence the perceived "darkness". In the Christian tradition, during the "dark night" one who has developed a strong prayer life and consistent devotion to God suddenly finds traditional prayer extremely difficult and unrewarding for an extended period of time. The individual may feel as though God has suddenly abandoned them, or that their prayer life has collapsed.

Rather than being a negative event, the dark night is believed by mystics and others to be a blessing in disguise where the individual is trained to grow from vocal and mental prayer, to a deeper contemplative prayer of the soul. Particularly in Christianity, it is seen as a severe test of one’s faith. The Dark Night comes in two phases: a first "Night of the Senses," and a second "Night of the Spirit.]

St. John of the Cross was a contemporary of St. Teresa of Avila and they are both credited with reforming the Carmelite order. His theology of the Dark Night resonates with so many of us. When I first read about the Dark Night and about John of the Cross I was in my won spiritual wilderness and struggling with some large issues of faith. It is a blessing indeed that we can travel to that place where answers are not easy and prayer is a difficult task. That may sound somewhat unusual to some. But the reality of the spiritual life is that it is not always easy.

There are those who teach a juvenile faith system that assumes that faith begins as a small seed and over the course of ones life that seed grows into a tall and mighty oak. That is a novel idea. I just don’t believe it to be a healthy or realistic approach to a faith journey. People like John of the cross lived a honest faith with the integrity to name the times that having faith meant living in a strained relationship with God. We know that light would mean nothing without having a knowledge of darkness. So it is with our spiritual journey. It is not an upwardly mobile reality but a personal relationship in the truest sense.  We all know that relationships are sometimes hard work. We know that being in relationship means that we have times of incredible intimacy. It also means that there are times of conflict and of feeling distant. God desires of us an honest relationship that can weather the hard moments. God is present with us even when we live the Dark Night of the Soul.

You know many people live that Dark Night at this time of year. Christmas time is not easy for a lot of people. Many who are grieving or who simply have too much to deal with are really struggling as everyone else seems to sing of good cheer. Perhaps this Day of Commemoration of John of The Cross we can take comfort is we happen to be in that space. If not we can offer a prayer in the Name of John of The Cross for those who are on struggling with faith.

A Collect for St. John of the Cross:

O God, by whose grace your servant John of the Cross, kindled With the flame of your love, became a burning and a shining light in your Church: Grant that we also may be aflame with the spirit of love and discipline, and walk before you as children of light; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever.

It has been way too long since I added to my blog and I apologize for that. Get a coffee, this is a long one!

There has been so much fun and excitement at St. Mark’s that it has been hard to find a minute to get to this. It has been a wonderful week to be priest. I have in the last few days been able to be present at a wonderful wedding, enjoy wonderful second advent liturgy and engage in a process of instruction to the Chancel Guild and friends about liturgical colours and seasons and to meet an honest to God servant of Christ who has brought great joy to my life. Allow me to tell you more.

Last week I got to know Paula. Allow me to explain how I met Paula –

My brother is vice-principal of a school in Newfoundland that has promised a Nintendo Wii as a prize for kids who are fund raising for the school. Problem is my brother was working on incorrect information that he could actually get one of this next to impossible to acquire gadgets. Upon finding that he did not get one of these things he called me in hopes that I might actually be able to do the impossible….get one of these blasted things. Check that, “if you can get more than one then it would be good because my principal would like one as well.” Yeah – RIGHT! So I spend a week or so calling and looking in a variety of places to try and find the Nintendo Wii with no success. Last Wednesday I was told that Bust Buy would have some available on Friday Morning. When I inquired about what it would take to get one and I was told …”if we get 50 of them you will get one if you come early.” Great, so I asked, “What is early?” Are you ready for this….”4 or 5 AM!” I was shocked. But I care enough about my big brother that I was prepared to go to the cold morning sidewalk and wait. “Call back on Thursday night and find out how many we have.” Ok. I now at least felt as though there was a chance that I might be able to do something to help Darryl in his quest with his school fundraiser.

Before I got to the call to Best Buy I thought that I should try Wal-Mart. So I called there and got electronics and that is when I first encountered Paula.  We chatted for it on the phone. I told her I was a priest and that I was trying to help my brother with his school fundraiser and that spending time on the sidewalk in the cold at 4 AM was not appealing to me at all. I asked her if there was any chance at all that Wal-Mart would have something for me and that I could prepay for it and have the assurance that things were looked after. I mentioned that my brother’s principal also was looking for one for her child. She said that it was not possible and asked me if I knew something that she did not know. I told here that I was certain that Best Buy was getting some that night and that they would be available in the morning EARLY. She was very fun on the phone and said that I must have someone who could go wait over night for me and I said – I don’t think so. In any event, she took my number and said I will call you if I can find one. She let me know that there were plenty of family and friends looking so she would let me know. So I said thank you but figured I never hear from her again.  

Contented that there was no hope at Wal-Mart I moved on to call Best Buy and get the facts. I did call and the news was not great. “We have 21,” the voice on the other end says to me. Great, So I ask “What time should I be there in the morning.” There was a little teenage laugh on the other end and then, “if not here, like, when we close at 10 PM to like, line up, you won’t get one in the morning.” I prayed and came to the conclusion that I could not spend the night on the sidewalk. I was too concerned about myself to do that. So I went to bed convinced that my brother would not want me out overnight for this thing. When I got up in the morning on Friday, I was thinking that maybe I could look harder in the US, maybe this, maybe that…you know….I was feeling a little guilty that I did not do the over night thing. I turn on my cell phone to find a message from….you guessed it… Paula.  It said in short, “I Father, it’s Paula. I’m in line at Best Buy it is 12:15 AM and I have enough money to buy one Wii but not two. I have a friend with me who can stay in line and buy the second one if your can bring me the money.” I was stunned. I called Paula at 9 AM and found that she was headed to bed after being at Best Buy all night but she had a Nintendo Wii fro Roncalli School in Newfoundland. Basically this servant of God’s love and trust saw fit to take a sleeping bag to Best Buy, where she went directly from work, after calling to Best Buy and learning that I was not there all night I would not get one. She decided to trust that I was not a scam artist. She decided that she would forgo comfort. She decided that God was asking her to do something good for someone else. Paula is a great woman. She delivered the wii Sunday night and it was delight to meet this woman who has raised 5 kids – 4 of them quadruplet girls. She is warm and friendly and I was thrilled to meet someone who has so much energy to care for others, even people she does not know.

The last time I wrote, I referred to St. Nicholas. I wrote this, “Today is a good chance to stop early in advent and ask God to guide our hearts to find ways in the middle of this wild time to find someone who is tossed about, who is drifting, who is broken, who is alone, who is hurting or who is forgotten and seek to find a small way to make a difference. We can honour the real origin of gift giving by seeking to give dignity to fellow child of God. Having sought dignity for the other, I think that we ironically give ourselves a little more dignity in the middle of the madness that this season can be.” I had no idea I would see this in action just a day or two later. You see I think there is a sure madness about the frenzy around these games and any other consumable good that people would line up in the cold to buy.  Paula has influenced many people in her search to do something for her God. Well done Paula – you have restored my faith in our ability to do good for others and I know that in the retelling of your story, I am allowing others to have their faith in the goodness of humanity restored in your actions as well. May God Bless You abundantly!

If you are in Windsor – go the Wal-Mart I the East end, go to Electronics and meet Paula and thank her for her love for others.